My Addiction... at least one of them...

Its been a long time right? So one could be askin...

"Sooo uuuh... Kalonji, KG, Slick or however you are today -- where have you been? Surely work and business hasn't taken ALL of your spare time?"

Well I can't lie, during my down time, since like... September 25th, a quarter after mid-nite I've been on some ol' online killin' situations. Just in case you've been under a rock for a month or so, HALO 3 launched on XBOX 360 in September and being the competitor I am, I've been on it 5-6 days a week! Its a sick addiction, I admit... I know, I know, I know what you're thinkin' -- "Fam, its a video game -- what the cuff?!"

but you have to understand my position now.. what I've created.. which in retrospect, the same way I am offline... ya dig?

No, not yet.. of course not, so let me explain...

I've been messin' with Halo since Halo 2, and I created a Gamertag (online gamer name) the same as my pen name and persona: "SlickVision", so I ran with that, and quickly got pretty good with the game, considering this was one of the first games I purchased after getting a XBOX.

I started to ran with a crew online, and we started winning and killin' cats --- well, me.. just checkin' out the various gamertag out there, i see a lot of cats tailored their names to what they doing online or some fictional character... for example you would see: "Charles Manson", "Al Cap0ne", "Killa Smurf" and a few variations of "Rick James" (R1ck James, Rick James01, etc..), so I started thinkin' -- being creative naturally, I said: "I ain't Italian of nothing, so I can be takin on a killer name, since I am killin' these cats on this game, I gotta have something I can develop into a beast and raise heads when opponents see me come online in their room -- i got it, OJ SIMPSON!"

Some much hated, contriversal killer, and not only that, he's black and he even got away with it. So, no pun on that, but really -- you gotta understand, these cats online are like the hip-hop game. You're name, you buzz you create, your record, your history is all challenged and you have to produce -- ESPECIALLY if you proclaim to be a killa, AND you carry the title "OJ SIMPSON". And thats not by mistake, I created a monster -- so now even on my bad days (when I'm tired from work and I just get online just to pass time) I get online and link up with my crew I usually play with, and as soon as I can get signed in good -- then cats IM me: "OOOOH HELL YAH, OJ ONLINE, BOY GET UR A$$ IN HERE, WE ABOUT TO MURDER THESE CLOWNS -- I KNOW U GONNA REPRESENT!!!!"

--- and just think, I'm tired as heck, shouldn't even be online, I should be sleep, but now this beast I've created has called for me to raise up and murder these cats online!! LOL!! Not only does that fuel the passion of competition, when I step in and the opposition gets to running their mouth: "Maaaan this guys name is OJ SIMPSON, I'm definitely gonna kill you -- you suck, i hate OJ".... so I'm like, "Oh really?" *smiling* -- and do you think I'm just gonna let these cats talk noise and not mash their heads?!! Please... I can't let my team down, and neither can i let these clown try to punk me!!

And its all my fault, on purpose... I created this monster, I created this buzz, so it my job to live up to it... so I produce! I can't disappoint man... thats not me. This is what I do, I'm a competitor, usually i lay low, but dont get me started, i'll show up and show out pimpin'! I can't disappoint -- I can't lose man; thats my approach, thats how I was built... blame my parents... Mom said "U can do anything, u can be anything" -- Dad said "Theres no number two, nobody remembers two, be number one, everyone loves a star, You gotta make them love you Slick"

So what am I to do? Disappoint? LOLOL!! Never.

Thats my mentality, though I'm very humble -- don't underestimate me... "swagger" is like the new buzz word, but in all honesty, I had "swagger" before it was defined as such (90's) -- I'm just glad theres a word to stamp what i've possessed for years now!! LOL!!
I'm just talkin' my sh** people, thats all --- are you not entertained?!!! But I'm so serious at the same time... lol.

Anywho, I digress... so where have I been -- online, playing Halo 3, fueling this addiction, being competitive, and killin' these lames!

Get at me!!!




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(This post originated from MySpace Blog)

Talkin' music again..

...here is something else I've been meaning to yap about... but my schedule just hasn't giving me much room, but MAN!! This joint right here: "My Drink & My Two Step" -- is straight fire! Thats my joint right there!!! ...and in all honesty, Swizz Beatz is the ONLY reason this track/song is so fie.

I mean really, you can put Kermit the Frog on this joint, but when it comes on and AS SOON AS Swizzy says "Haaaaaayyyyyy...." !!! Oh its over, the beat kick in, and the chorus is so catchy that whatever Cassidy is saying after that doesn't even matter!! All i hear is yada-yada-yada, then back to "Haaaaaayyyyyy...." -- and after that, I'm just start yellin' "I got my drink and my two step - my drink and my step!!!" and just start swaying at that point!!

Its so cold man... sweeew... anywho, this is my joint fam -- get some! "Haaaaaayyyyyy!!!"



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(This post originated from MySpace Blog)